Psychological Weakening

Novice Profile: San Valentino Vaffanculo

I’m still awake / brooding over coffee at four—
indulging the blackness; feeling the flow.

small longhand;
large shorthand;
page exchanges hands

It’s no good for reading;
the paper tears where the headboards
fucked and rumbled.

sip & more tears
(this time accidents)

I may have drunk myself, banged the wall too,
but my fist is free / busily scribbling this…
horse shit.

sipping & twitching
penciled face w/ strategic tears
more twitching and something goes
click

You know
It’s late
and I’m so sick
of all the
happy…
peppy…
people…